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Why is it that things always turn out different from what i expect?
I didn't expect this programme to be so "solo".
I actually don't really feel keen to go for it anymore after the interview because i feel it's seriously too intimidating..
Wasn't there supposed to be a homestay? why has it turned out to be a dormitory, which means i have to stay alone in a room for 6 weeks? Without even a friend to accompany me and help each other. My gosh.
It's really wayyyyyy out of my comfort zone. If you ask me to do this in Singapore, i also scared ehh. which is exactly why i didnt apply for a single room in hall right? :(
Plus, it's actually me one person who is gonna help the teacher and not with the other exchange students! I don't even want to be a teacher. =.=
You know, sometimes i really think that it'd be a great training and experience for me but i guess, this is too extremely different from what i expected.
All the possible (negative) things that might happen swarm into my mind.
Is it just me who has to be more positive? but one would always have to be prepared for the worst case scenario, no?
Gosh, someone tell me what to do! :(

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