its been a long struggle for me these 2 weeks! received NUS offer letter only on last last thurs if im not wrong. thinkin and thinking. asking and asking. these versus those. many opinions. many advices. i really appreciate it people! like what my ex-manager told me before,"no matter what decisions u make,never regret. because u'd have made the decision based on ur best knowledge at that point of time." i dun want history to repeat itself again but well,i hope not. i chose JC over my passion-tourism- 3years ago. now,its interest vs doing well/studying just for the sake of a better degree. i guess,its time to make a decision. time is running out. and perhaps,i wouldnt have anyone to blame for any regrets in the future(if i ever do which i dun wish) since i make this decision myself.yupp(:
"the key to happiness is DOING SOMETHING YOU LOVE WITH THE PEOPLE U LOVE!"

ohwell,comeon to the more cheerful stuff!
this week's been really happening!
long awaited mon was FUN!

wc and i headed down to Lavander to meet magdalene and joanna after submitting our time sheet at the office. then we walked to Golden Mile for lunch. and here comes the highlight of the lunch at golden mile--CHOC FONDUE! (points below!)

the economical choc fondue! only $14.50.

i heart this photo with twin!! :D


mag and me! after many attempts.LOL:P

(L-R) Sze Min,Joanna(my TL!),me and wc

why am i feeling so complicated? (edited)

omg..these few days i've been really emo-ing.. :((
or rather,since last week(or was it last last week?) when joanna broke the UBER bad news to me..
that is,i will be changed to team D and someone from team D will be changed to team C..
okay lar,going to team D i will have wc and hp to accompany me..
BUT the point is,
I DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE TEAM C
and
I DO NOT WANT TO GO TO ANY OTHER TEAM!!
i really think this is the most interesting team with the most interesting people whom i can click with...plus,my going to team D may mean that either wc or hp will come to my team!
so, WHAT IS THE POINT!?!?
that night was REALLY my saddest night at work. =.=

i was sitting alone at the desk & many many thots ran thru my mind..
suddenly i so felt like breaking down into tears when the thot of "im leaving starhub in ~a mth's time/leaving team and going to other team i-duno-when" flooded my mind..
and how my team mates tried to ask me to stay longer and asked our TL not to change me to other team..i was so touched.
it may seem like its nothing to some of u but it means alot to me.
BUT ITS NOT YET CONFIRMED. hope it wun b cfm till 1mth later. HA HA!

totally,i had no mood to do/say anything that night..and i ignored wl unintentionally when he said sth to me..and shi'an,LL and wl just stared at me while i walked back to my seat. i didnt noe till hp asked me what happened,why were they staring at me? sigh,just didnt have the energy to go on.

and just ytd,mag broke the updated news to me just before lunch.AGAIN. always cannot let me eat happily uh? lols=x
this time it's worse..i will b gg to team D and wc will b coming to team C. really sigh big time.
come'on lahh,cant u just tell me what's going on? or did i do sth wrong?just TELL ME!
i could sense that ___ knows sth but just refuses to tell me. this really sucks ok!=x

hais. today is MONDAY!
was so hoping to be on the HAPPY mode. (yes i am happy today cos we finally picnic-ed but then deep down,im still struggling.)
so many little things are happening. and every little things make up to a whole BIG thing.
xin ku lehs~

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