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Monday, October 31, 2011

I passed the AIESEC interview together with Jessica and Daniel!
but sadly, only jessica signed up with me. Daniel decided not to take up the offer cos he thinks it's better off doing an internship locally this december.
there are too many sacrifices and uncertainties that make me feel unsure if i made the right decision.
Will be away for at least 6 weeks, place yet to be confirmed, but i hope it would be taiwan.
6 weeks seems long to me somehow.
gonna miss our 6th monthiversary and our first christmas and new year will not be spent together.
i guess im too attached to him, which sometimes i think is unhealthy. this 6 weeks of distant-relationship is a huge test! i have never experienced such before. haha.
besides, im gonna postpone my driving test, which means im gonna spend more money and get my license even later. SIGH. BIG BIG SIGH :(
and, im gonna miss 2 weeks of school, gotta do bidding overseas etc.
I seriously hope i don't come back the weekend just before chinese new year!
MOST IMPORTANTLY, im gonna miss home for SIX WEEKS. can u believe it?
i have never travelled away from home for 6 weeks.. gonna miss my parents :(
i guess this trip is gonna bring me out of my own comfort zone,force me to try to learn to survive on my own and train my interpersonal skills!
with my blur character, i hope i don't lose my passport or my air ticket or anything there.
I wanna come back for CNY!

on a happier note, i get to celebrate christmas in a cooooool weather!
will there be snow in taiwan? haha.

what a love-hate relationship of venturing abroad!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

another presentation at 8.30am tomorrow.. in CHINESE!
gotta get my script out...
lalala~ chill, girl chill!
JIAYOU! :D

Tuesday, October 11, 2011
it was just a dream.....

you know, i actually dreamt of you last night.
unbelievable and shocking as it can be, we actually broke the ice in my dreams. we both smiled and talked like before! :)
but yes, i think it will only happen in my dreams, especially after your response when we met in school.
really puzzled why things have to turn out this way.
we used to be able to talk about anything and everything and feel so comfortable with each other.
but now, i feel so self-conscious when i talk to you and i don't like it anymore. perhaps that's why it's better we don't talk! :)
i see that you have your new group of friends. i'm happy for you.
just that when i think back about the happy moments (yes, only the happy times and NOT the "cold war period"), i find it such a pity to lose a friend like you.
life's like that. it's amazing isn't it?
i want to treasure you so much as a friend, but your actions says you don't even bother about our friendship anymore.
i guess, we handle friendships differently and we have different priorities in life.
like what you posted on your wall, "some things will never be the same again."

you know, i feel that i have no rights to be jealous over my bf's post about the girl he once liked.
(okay, disclaimer: from the beginning i have never disallowed him to think about those girls, because i know very well that everyone has their own good memories with someone else.)
but anyways, im still glad that this cute fella came into my life! <3
and i think i don't really care if you treasure me as a friend or not, cos i have someone who's more worth my attention than you do (:
<3 bf! ^^