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Saturday, August 29, 2009
chance upon-

was looking through my playlist while i digress away from my webcast which is killing me.
and found this song by sweety. it's a damn OLD song alr but yet,seems to summarise my thoughts recently?
or maybe not? sighhs,im still in a state of confusion

只要能够远远这样看着你,看着你,看着你,
就算伤心心里还是好想你,好想你,好想你,
只要能够静静这样陪着你,陪着你,陪着你,
就算分手还是选择喜欢你,喜欢你,喜欢你,
我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你,
我就能勇敢的说,我还爱你,
我好希望我会忘记说再见的是你,
我不再回忆,也不再伤心,
只要能够静静这样陪着你,陪着你,陪着你,
就算分手还是选择喜欢你,喜欢你,喜欢你,
我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你,
我就能勇敢的说,我还爱你,
我好希望我回忘记说再见的声音,
我不再回忆,也不再伤心,
我好希望整个地球只剩下我和你,
我就能勇敢的说,我还爱你,
我好希望我会忘记说再见的是你,
我不再回忆,也不再伤心,

Wednesday, August 26, 2009
i got myself into trouble

the nicer u are to me,the more guilt i feel,the more i detest myself..
i am never good at handling such stuff..
maybe i should have drawn the line earlier to avoid whatever struggle im experiencing today.
maybe,being too friendly is not a good thing.

don't treat me so nice,or i will not know how to reveal it to you =/
tell me that im thinking too complicated-ly.

it's not that i dun want to. in fact i feel the pain when i saw what's on ur nick. i just can't bring myself to do it,i guess.


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sorry for such an emo post. haha. im supposed to be reading my notes. like argh! just have to get sth out of my chest.
>.<

okay,back to notes before i freak out during tutorial again ltr on.
it's E-C-O-N-S.
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Anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIA!!! LOVES! :)

Sunday, August 23, 2009
i wanna screammmmmm.!!!

gosh,it's freaking fast. already sunday le..sigh. another school day tmr.
and it's the start of TUTORIALS! like AHHHHH~~ gonna be alone again. damn scared lar.. hope to make new friends but am really afraid to go into the class and see them all already in cliques. =/ so ppl who are alone are gonna be my targets. but it's a freaking 2 hours tutorial!!! :(
can totally imagine myself going on an adventure again tmr...trying to find the tutorial room. hope i dun malu myself and go to the wrong tutorial class. LOL=x
okays,the more i think about it,the more uneasy i feel. hope the people there are friendly and nice~ >.<

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have been thinking alot these few days. still,i have no conclusion...
u asked me to give it a try but have u spared a thought for my feelings before? i just really wanna noe what is going through ur mind now....was what u told me before all for real or was just to test me? well,u said u meant what u said,but it just doesnt seem so true to me now perhaps becos of the huge change of attitude bah...just so suddenly. now i really miss the last 2 weeks of work,where there was all the sweet memories....if u were to ask me now,i'd rather u didnt go with me to get the camera,and all those memories might not have came back to you,we wouldnt have stopped there..
but it's just so amazing how we were able to know what each other was thinking without spoken words!:)
why does history always repeats itself? seriously,i am so afraid that i have not gotten over it..and even more afraid that i will only realise it after i say yes to either one..

never good at making own decision..this is even more complicated this time round. RESCUE ME!!! >.<
have no idea how to pen it down. gonna stop here.

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catching up needed. it's only the 2nd week and i feel so lagging behind alr.
tmr is the start of the 3rd week of school and the 1st week of tutorials. foresee workload piling up~ projects coming in~
COME ON! GEAR UP!!! though talking's cheap,but well..
hopefully school will be fine tomorrow.. =)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009
belated post! =p

hello!
hmm,it's already 1 full week since my birthdsy but im still gonna blog about it! it's TOO MEMORABLE and DIFFERENT this year! and trying out blogging with my new and first laptop!:D

okay first of all,wanna say a BIG BIG THANK YOU to all who wished me and especially those who SURPRISED me! this year is really memorable and unexpectedly happy!:D great celebration for my last TEENage year! Hee...

had 2 surprises on both the 13th and 14th,which so coincidentally clashed!so coincidentally,and amazingly,they came at the same time but yet they didnt bump into one another. LOL. honestly speaking,i really felt kinda low or just got this i-duno-how-to-describe de feeling before i received the surprises on both days. HAHA...

my first surprise on the 13th was from a colleague who "wrote" SHENG RI KUAI LE(in chinese characters) with sparklers! clock struck 12am and hp rang. saw the whole light-up process from my house! touched but just kept laughing for i duno what reason...haha. it was SO smoky i was afraid the police might approach him lah. LOL.=x felt so malu cos mum and sis was also looking.felt so bad cos didnt even get to say thanks face to face=x cos...

after that had to rush down to meet another colleague who was "SO SAD" that she came all the way here to look for me to talk.AND i actually bought her entire story about her and another friend quarelled! went out of the lift then realised it's a 'SCAM'!!! haha...cake,egg tart frm opposite nobel,puzzle and card!:)this was like a totally successful one lar..

in the end i felt so much better than before the surprises came. birthday messages made my day too! especially one unexpectedly long de...LOL! and not forgetting my beloved sec sch clique! thanks people!

13th august had school,and so did my friends! and sad enuff,team was on PM shift that day!:( thought it would be a lonely birthday but thanks to Evan who met me for dinner @ GIRAFFE! walking back there reminds me of the days at HAW PAR!! >.< had fun camwhoring,switching tables,laughing,eating at GIRAFFE though!^^ after that came home only to realise nobody's home. SADDED. was doing my stuff when another colleague called after some messaging...asked me to go down. and JUST SO QIAO~ i opened the door,i saw 2 girls gui gui sui sui de...HAHA!! guess what?! they are my BELOVED SM AND WC! LOL...oops.he ruined u gals de plan~ LOL!! LOVE THE cakes and surprise visit by u all! :D :D thanks for the thought of making me less lonely on my birthday! hehe...

14th august was yet another celebration with friends and the lovelies! :D KTV session at the $10 KTV with yoke kuan,brenda and shuping.we all met at chinatown after school! though i was v tired that day due to the lack of sleep the previous night and lecture was 8am that day,i still appreciated and enjoyed myself. after that went to meet clique at cityhall!

dinner at secret recipe @ marina bay! :D and a surprise by u all really gave me a shock. turned back and 3 cakes right in front of me..LOL! thank u~~ hehe...the cakes were YUMMILICIOUS! and the big big puff^^ and my first time at Timbre with u gals,though not all could make it and i really concussed before 1am..heh.really couldnt take it and just slept on the cab.think i kept nodding in my sleep rgt?HAHA!!! :P

16th august...the day where mag planned for damn long. kept asking me where would i wanna go,what would i rather do on my birthday etc...and she has been catching hints from me all these while. LOL.

and so,our first stop for the day- PERANAKAN MUSEUM!
thanks to NUS being the member,i had complimentary entry and u people can save on my ticket ehh! HAHA..but end up NP also a member,so 3/5 of us had complimentary entry!^^ it seemed so long since i last stepped into a museum. last time was i think...in TAIWAN? LOL.so interesting to learn more abt the peranakans.ever thought of gg to the museum actually,but didnt expect to be on my birthday..LOL.
there was this motif machine at different levels and different parts of the museum,we all got so obsessed with it that we even went ard collecting the motifs in one piece of paper..cos it was too early when our museum trip ended. walked to suntec after sze min parked her car near timbre@substation..

at ard late evening,time for dinner!! was freaking hungry alr.heh. another first time-dinner at MOF!:D food was not bad,so was the dessert..other than the ricecakes which isn't really to my liking.hehe. and had another SURPRISE which was exposed by the KG waiter! LOL LAH! mag was like "he could have been dumber". he actually took the whole box of cake over to confirm if that's the cake they bought=.= NO WONDER when we were about to leave for the ladies,one of the waiters came over with a slice of cake from breadtalk.and they were like,"wrong table."LOL..this cake was SERIOUSLY unexpected.and heard it was a last minute plan! hehe...thanks oh!^^

then,was full ttm alr! and we walked to timbre@substation where we had a reservation :D had fun chatting,listening to the music by the liveband(though i thought the band on friday was better!,and the song dedication and BIG SURPRISE which kept me wondering. a panda dedicated birthday song for me and my name was called out...luckily it wasn't crowded! heh. then mag and gang started giving me the presents...CRUMPLER!!! like damn ex can..and the levis jacket that i mentioned before...that one i was really shocked cos one of them bought it for me,ALONE.*touched* then came the present which one of the staff passed to me saying it's from someone outside...then she whispered to me "go back home then open it. it's from someone outside."and she die die dun wanna tell me who is it,even the gender oso dun tell me..wanching,u were one of those i suspected lah. cos of afternoon..but i thot ying gai bu ke neng lar. HAHA! then suddenly,after i was back from the toilet and camwhored awhile,saw another "suspect" at timbre! LOL...

well,after that we went home le..cos i had school the next day.joanna drove!! haha.really envy szemin and jo boss! esther and lily,next time we go out either of u drive ok! then we dun have to catch the last train anymore! LOL..

yeah..tt's how my birthday was spent with many many surpriseS! made my last TEENage year so unforgettable and enjoyable!! xie xie ni men~ really LOVE u guys!!^^

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
SO FAST! TOO FAST!!!

hello! its been ultra long since i last blogged. laziness~ hehe:p
so fast,8mths passed. school started yesterday..11aug2009
the first lecture of my uni life started at 8am in the faculty of Science.
first day of school was happening. though i was very scared lar. duno why.
not in the LECTURE-mode. but tried to pay attention.

for the surprise appearance in the morning, thanks plenty! silly~ should have got more sleep mahh.
took bus from buona vista. alighted at NUH and walked over. lecture was....kinda terrible cos we could hardly hear the lecturer despite umpteen times of "sir,we can't hear u from the back." LOL-.-

glad i had company for the lecture. lecture ended early at 9.45am. went to megabites for a quickbite with Yam, lifeng and their friend. after which we headed to the library. along the way funny things happened. imagine wenliang and wanching were there too,we could have laughed even harder. hahaha.....
funny incident in the lift too. NOOBS~ lols.

after that met OG mates for lunch at the deck.but didnt eat cos was meeting someone else for lunch. shocked to see SO MANY ppl taking geog too! HAHA. geog lecture was so much better. after lecture there was this Freshman Welcome Tea,which is the geog dept's tradition:) didnt stay throughout the whole session though.

2pm...HOME!! took 96 to clementi and so happen to meet YAM on the bus! LOL. damn qiao.
met friend for LUNCH at clementi town mkt~
*happy happy* ^^
after which met mag to go to the precious moments showroom at Ubi techpark. SO NEAR OFFICE~ ok,ard the same area but not VERY near. too bad team off ytd if not i would go visit them! ahaha... spent alot on the albums from there. /pocket BURNT!

and off we go to orchard ION!
and gosh,WISHLIST LENGTHENED!!! >.<

1. striped pums from Mitju
2. RED striped crumpler sling bag
3. tweety junk tee from NUM
4. the damn cool BROWN JACKET frm LEVIS! --just the oNe i have been looking for! just that its fully long sleeve but STILL,NICEEEEEEE!!! but too ex :(

too many wants,too little money :( all i can do is add it to my wishlist and save up in the mean time. but i guess by the time i save up,they dont sell it ANYMORE! SADDDD.

anw 1st week of sch seems less packed. and luckily birthday falls in the 1st week! :D :D
can't wait for the fun! but i bet...........i will have a hard time switching back to the study-mode on monday,esp. after the fun expected on SUNDAY!:/ parting has always been the most painful moment! >.< and gosh,i havent even completed half the gifts! :X

okay,whatever it is...i shall do it. time to get ready for school ltr!
toodles~!
screw the make up lecture at such a weird timing! 6 to 8pm. wth-.-