im not happy :(
i totally hate this feeling.
it's only week 3 and this feeling is here whenever i do something else but school work.
because tutorials are so tough, i have to read the textbook before attempting. Yes.
Reading the textbook will take so ultra long, plus having to consider the fact that i have short attention span, or i tend to go into a daze (or sometimes lala land) when i see so many words.
Now, i feel horrible cos i totally don't have the mood to study at all.
to make things worse, i just woke up from a nap. I don't know how long i slept but most probably more than 30mins! and yet i cannot focus now.
WHAT IS THIS?! =.=
taking so freaking long to finish a tutorial. totally makes my blood boil!
i thought i felt happier after a swim today..
back to hall, reality strikes.
maybe i should have gone home...
:(